Now, don't get me wrong. I know all of these comments are meant with the most kindness that one could share, but I have to admit that it's extremely difficult to hear these words when all I can think about is all of the thousands of dollars we've shelled out or the time we've dedicated to this one thing that is NOT in our hands in the first place. I've always signed my letters and cards with "In His Hands" because I've always believed that our lives are truly in His hands. Why didn't this register before now? Not sure, but the day Suz told me she was pregnant... with TWINS it reminded me of how I sign letters and cards- In His Hands!!!
After all that time spent on trying to accomplish what THEY wanted, Chip and Suzanne reached a fork in their journey. They had a huge decision to make. One that would change their lives forever- invitro fertilization or letting go.
They chose to let go.... and let God. Boy what a leap of faith that is! Matthew 7:7 says "Ask and ye shall recieve, seek and ye shall find." This is exactly what they did for six and a half years, but it was not until they were completely surrendered to His will that "they found." So many times we find ourselves claiming faith in God, but how many times do we actually take that leap? Not many because we are scared. I'll be the first to admit that the teacher in me wants to have control of my life and living in a "right now" society doesn't help either. Suzanne and Chip's testimony has really spoken to Daniel and me. I pray that it speaks to you as well.
As an extra to this amazing story, of course, I have cake pictures to post for this super sweet family! The first grade team at our school hosted a baby shower one afternoon for Suzanne and asked me to do the cake. I decided to do something fun I'd seen on another friend's blog. So, here's what I called "The expectant mother" cake.
This summer Suzanne's sister, Kathryn, asked me to do the cake for a shower she would be hosting at her house. She sent me the invitation and I tried to match it in the best possible way. I was given the freedom to do whatever I wanted as long as I used blue and brown and the cake was strawberry. So, we had a pink (inside) cake with blue and brown icing!